I actually wrote this on Day 17 but it still applies today…. Day 23
If I rub it (my head that is) it goes away for few minutes and I feel good.
But then soon, it’s back again.
It’s not exactly whining – it’s like a soft whisper now reminding me that I should have one now.
It doesn’t cause any pain….
It doesn’t even feel angry now…
It almost feels like it is disappointed in me…
It definitely feels sad
And honestly I feel sad that it just won’t go away
I wish for it to leave me alone
Because the persistency of this thing is wearisome…
